An idea passes through you the way a fever does, and you come out the far side a slightly different animal. Jupiter and Pluto share the same degree in your chart, so believing and being remade are one act: a conviction does not sit on a shelf in you, it goes all the way down and changes how you sit, how you breathe near another body, what you will no longer be in the same room with. Nobody collects beliefs the way you metabolize them. The trap is not the heat. It is reading the heat as proof you are right. A thing can move you hard and still move you the wrong way. Ask sometimes what exactly is transforming when you do.