Your daylight face and your night-time heart keep their own weather in opposite hemispheres of the one body. The Moon runs the private inner tide at one end of your chart, the Sun wants to be seen and named at the other. Shine outward and you feel you left your inner rooms dark and empty. Close in to feel and a guilt says you went missing on the people who came to find you. So you come home from a bright social day wrung out, as if hauled up from the water where your heart actually lives. Round after round, you stop betraying either home. There are places that need your Sun. There are shelters that need your Moon.