Neptune sits on your South Node, the dreamy retreat you slip into by reflex, and faces the growth you came for from the opposite shore. The two ends will not blend. Your familiar drift pulls back toward the old escape, while the new heading keeps thinning that comfortable fog so it cannot fully close around you. Some days you dissolve into the haze you have always known and lose the step that asked you to stay present and awake. Staying awake inside that pull is the work. The old imagination is meant to feed the crossing, not erase it. Let the vision carry you forward instead of melting the road before you reach it.