Your way of presenting yourself and your inner wall face off from the two ends of the axis. Saturn, the part that sets the limit and calls for an account, stands across from the threshold where you appear to others in your chart. Arrive open and something severe pulls from the far side, demanding caution. Show up closed and the first skin asks you to lower the drawbridge. The two ends call each other to account at every meeting, and the other meets your reserve a beat before they ever meet your warmth. You live in the strain between how you appear and the watchman posted at the door, learning by trial when to open and when to hold the line.