One hand pushes the roof higher while the other pours concrete into the footings, and some days the arms will not move together. Jupiter reaches up from one end of your chart and Saturn anchors the weight at the other. Dream wide and a small auditor in you tallies the nothing you have built. Build steady and you shrink, as if the vision were a child to apologize for. But a house with no roof to aim at does not earn its footings, and a roof with no footings does not last one storm. So you alternate on purpose. A few weeks to dream the thing. A few months to lay it brick by brick. The reach and the weight are working the same wall.