You earned the right to break the rule by learning the rule cold first, every joint of it. Saturn and Uranus share the same degree in your chart, so the structure and the spark are one craft: you break things with judgment behind the swing, which unsettles the careful and the reckless in equal measure. The careful, because you moved something that looked nailed down. The reckless, because your break actually works, and a working break makes their noisy rebellion look like nothing. What time teaches you is to stop waiting for thanks for breaking well. Most people only cheer afterward, once the new way looks like it was always there. Your real work was finished long before the room caught up.